Amake Amar Moto Thakte Dao sung by Aanupam Roy, Movie-Autograph.

Let me be
I have done up my life my way

The thing that is missing, was never there anyway
Let it be
Let it remain unpossessed
Life is of no use
When every wish is granted

In your dimly lit world
Like the shattered and powdered glass on an evening
If you want to float away
Go, do as you like
I would not look through a binocular

The sail of this ship is torn and tattered
Yet I am trying to script my story of survival

I don't want to heed anymore attention
To her midnight tantrums
So I am trying again and again
To see if I can swim across

If ever, dripping down the sky quietly
Love comes over you at dawn
With sleep in your eyes
Don't go looking for me
I am nowhere around

Nobody turn the lights on for me
Having counted the waves in the sea of crowd
I have got lost in this railway station
I will not return by the last train

Pondering upon
A not so scrumptious
Slice of life
Concluded
I've got the proportions
Of the key ingredients
Of 'love' and 'restrain'
In this complex recipe
Grossly wrong!

This love has burned-out
All it's plausible colours
The first yellow conversation
The ensuing orange sigh
The red hot longing

Resigning to
Eternity and blue

In a heady drunkenness of defiance
The presumed ecstasy
The misjudged sense of freedom
And the bittersweet taste of lingering guilt

Only if, the forbidden fruit came "No Strings Attached".

In their eagerness to turn everything
That is, that was
To dust
The mocking hands of time
Forgot the stillness
That I carry in my heart
Of the moment
When I had
Both found and lost
The ground beneath my feet...

".........You never wish me on my birthday, we hardly meet, you will never touch me I know, you don't miss me and you will never call. I could live with all that, I could die in absolute peace, I never would have shed a single teardrop, just knowing that you exist.
Then the sky darkens, the wind picks up some earthy fragrance, a beautiful movie catches my breath, a song infiltrates my heart, a few lines from an old tattered book slips through my flipping fingers, and every wall inside me come crashing down, and all I do is cry.
So many little joys, so many little moments in my life will remain unshared. You will never know...."
-Anon.

Well, HELL!

I dream
I sigh
Resigning to dissolved reason
I smile
I cry

I wait at the crux
Of our star crossed paths
You sleep
So blissfully unaware.
In foolish glory
I breathe
I believe
In this raging war
In this raging love
Everything is good
Everything is fair

So you see
More or less
My life's screwed up
More, I guess
Now, who's gonna bail me outta this cosmic mess???!!!